Leadership and Me.

So I may never be the leader that people want or expect me to be. I know I will be one in God's eyes in His own time. Philippians 1:6. I have to trust in the Lord and do everything for Him fully from the heart. That's something I've been keeping hold of for the past 3 months. I've found that trusting in God is very beneficial and He alone is satisfying.

Verses to meditate on: Proverbs 3:5-6, Philippians 1:6, Philippians 4:13

Being a successful leader shouldn't based on what you do or what you've done. I see it to be based on how you do it (where are your motives?). And I can do everything through Him who gives me strength.

But,
It's not up to you to tell me that I'm not a leader.
I'm not going to be a leader to try and prove you wrong.
That itself is wrong.
God chose me to lead and I will fulfill His commands, not yours.
He's the judge of me, not you. I could care less what you think of me.
He's in control of my life, not you.
If there is a chance that you do read this (I highly doubt that), I hope you're happy where you're at.
Just know that you've hurt me.
But I forgive you.
I love you.
Not so sure that you feel the same way.
Remember what you told me before: there is no fear in love. [1 John 4:18]
I'm no longer scared and running.
I'm striving to be more like Christ and the person God made me to be.
If you can't see that, then oh well.
I'm not perfect.
I will never be.
I'm gonna slip.
I'm gonna mess up.
He is my strength, when I fail. [Psalm 73:26]
I'll always be here whenever you're ready.
It's hard to believe that it could happen.
Where's your faith?
He is my rock, and I will not be moved.
I'm not scared.
I'm hopeful.